You may have noticed that it's been months almost a year that I haven't posted anything here. And you may wonder why. A cliche to say that I was busy and drain myself on something else. Then something else also working within that is trying to change and be of something else. Of course I have no one to blame and definitely not God though some devilish voice at the back on my mind tried to push me there. I take refuge to Allah from the devilish mind.
