Recovering The Passion

You may have noticed that it's been months almost a year that I haven't posted anything here. And you may wonder why.  A cliche to say that I was busy and drain myself on something else. Then something else also working within that is trying to change and be of something else. Of course I have no one to blame and definitely not God though some devilish voice at the back on my mind tried to push me there. I take refuge to Allah from the devilish mind.

So this is a short note for you or me actually as a reminder that I am not loosing the battle. Beaten up I maybe with whatever that is going on inside out, but I am not giving up. And changes may happen, but my style is always this way. Whether people like it or not. I write because something within drive me to that direction. As my colleague told me that all my physical appearance told him that I was a thinker, some even told me I am a deep thinker. I can't dispute that. It becomes a habit of me to look deeper into something not just on face value. It is to draw some understanding and connection with the Almighty Creator of this Universe. The end conclusion is either correct or incorrect but the process is definitely enjoyable. 

Oh by the way, this is just a short note to say I am recovering my passion in writing. And as a wish, I hope some day I can bring out some of the ides and publish it for people to read. Oh, just to hind you some supposedly excited project, depend on how people see it, I am to lead a team of writers to make an encyclopedia on Shiddiqiyyah. it is a three years projects apart from producing thesis for my graduate study. So it is going to be a very thoughtful years ahead to make them happen :) And you have to understand if you may not get updated as often as before. But at least keeping the words flowing in the mind and the blood will be a pleasant way to maintain the connection with the Almighty. 

I am still a bit sick but I am definitely recovering :)