What an SD name!

SD can mean anything. Any people can define this abbreviation into anything they know or think of. They can translate it into sekolah dasar, sand disk, silver dope, sandra dewi or somehing else.

But to me, SD has been a special abbreviation, that I had written poetry to it and being fascimated by it. The name had invoked some awakening of the long forgotten dream.

The person behind the abbreviation may think differently about the way I perceived the SD naming. It doesn't matter to me of course. Because some people just felt too much about any one else's thought. The reason for that is because the feeling and the thinking were through me not by me.

How's that happened? Well, quite simple. If you have tried to avoid the thinking and refuse yourself into feeling the feeling, you are considered as being conciously stepping out of the deliberate approach. In such, you don't need to be embarrased of doing what you were doing. By letting yourself surrender to the feeling, then you also surrender all the consequences of that feeling into the Almighty. It is from Him and it shall be returned to Him alone. At the same time keeping your mind alert on any thing that may come in between.

So, what happened afterwards is self gratifying, a kind of out of body experience. Thus the feeling is transformed into transcendental feeling. Knowing so well Whom you are dealing with instead of just looking at the person himself.
Because of that kind of experience, SD has been a special name in which I can relate myself to the name with such a fondness.